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Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. I made sure to enjoy every single moment by sleeping and resting alongside with the love of my love, bless my boyfriend. I am grateful for every moment for him being by my side. He truly is the love of my life so I hope that we will have many years down the rode as the best couple we can be.
I also closed out my birthday vacation by resigning from my job. I couldn't take it anymore. So, despite the consequences, I resigned. I hope to find any job at the moment but for now I will take my day to be myself and just feel relieved. I can even draw again.
My pen sat on my desk for a year. I missed doing stuff. I missed Photoshop. I missed doodling, practicing. This morning I tried to draw a basic person and failed so hard that I felt ashamed. With my new time I can now get back to it. Although with the current situation right now I can't upload anything of good quality with my scanner in my previous house at the moment. But maybe I can just get back into the habit of just uploading with my phone. Let's see.
Anyway, everyone? Thank you. I reread all the comments and it cheered me up.
I also closed out my birthday vacation by resigning from my job. I couldn't take it anymore. So, despite the consequences, I resigned. I hope to find any job at the moment but for now I will take my day to be myself and just feel relieved. I can even draw again.
My pen sat on my desk for a year. I missed doing stuff. I missed Photoshop. I missed doodling, practicing. This morning I tried to draw a basic person and failed so hard that I felt ashamed. With my new time I can now get back to it. Although with the current situation right now I can't upload anything of good quality with my scanner in my previous house at the moment. But maybe I can just get back into the habit of just uploading with my phone. Let's see.
Anyway, everyone? Thank you. I reread all the comments and it cheered me up.
The Owl House is a great show
Just a thought: The Owl House is one of the best shows Disney has produced in recent times. I have mixed feelings about it’s creation though. Even if the show hasn’t ended yet, I anticipate that the finale will be brilliant. I’m trying to keep my expectations to a manageable level because I don’t want to disappoint myself but I have faith. I think Disney lost their chance by cutting down the show but if they hadn’t, would the show be just as great? I don’t know. What didn’t change was the team was cohesive in its delivery. As much as I love Steven Universe, this cohesiveness is what was missing to me in that show and I appreciate The Owl House’s execution even more. The world may be on fire but I just wanted to celebrate a small joy.
Blessed
I have been fortunate. I may not have a job but at least my rent has been covered for a while. I'm really grateful for the circumstance. Hopefully, I can do something else by the time rent comes again.
Abandoned work
I will have to do something. I haven't been to work for weeks so I'm sure I lost the job. And it's a city job so I will not be hired in that market anymore. I can't even bring myself to return my id card. I'm such a coward. Shaking and pain are my life right now. I'm working on not using the word 'try' again because I seem to use it as an excuse. I feel as if I know how to resolve my problems but I can't execute. I'm in a cycle of disappointing myself. Day in, day out.
Feeling alone
I don't know what to do. I can't draw and I feel lost. This has been years in the making. I'm so afraid of everything now.
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